Review: The Fault in Our Stars

I laughed, I cried (a lot), and most of all, I enjoyed. Now it was a phenomenal novel and I would recommend this in a heartbeat but I think I loved in particular because I love John Green's writing so much. I mean MY BLOG IS KIND OF NAMED AFTER ONE OF HIS BOOKS (Looking for Alaska, READ IT).

Most of all this book made me realize a lot of things, and, for one, I have no right to pity. I happen to be a naturally sad person, and I don't think this is a bad think at all I actually like that that is how I am. I instantly need to care for people who need me (heck of a lot of trouble that has gotten me in) but its not like I consider myself a "caring" person. I feel selfish because I have to care for people in order to live with myself. Its like its something I have to do for myself and I have no right to feel good when I do good. Like I don't want people to think I am a nice person, I don't want people to think I am a caring person. Like I just want to be a nurse and I don't want people to think I am a good person because of that. "Oh you want to help people that is so nice, you are so caring and you will be such a good nurse," like no, shut up. I want to be a nurse and I know I will be damn good at it, not because of my personality but because I am intelligent and smart and human. And I feel like non of this is making sense but heck, I am not John Green and ergo my words probably don't make sense but lets be real the only reason I have a blog is because it is my therapy. Yeah, I know, I am selfish. I just want to do what I want in life and I don't want people to have their preconceived notions about who that means I am. Just like everyone sees someone who is sick and has all of these stereotypes already downloaded in their heads. 

Also another concept I kind of understand/learned is the infinity concept. Damn, what a cliché John but it does make sense. And you have to spend you infinities wisely because after a while your infinities will not matter and everything will be oblivion. But, again, damn I seriously need to decide what I want to do with all of my infinities. And I need to find people that want to waste their infinities on me. I don't really have much more to say, I really really enjoyed this book and I am very excited for the movie. Below is a beautiful thing made by this individual with further editing by this individual and it is everything beauty.

Thank you John Green for the amazing book and all of your effort and just everything you have given me, I have been watching you and Hank since the beginning and I am so happy to have been able to learn so much from you both and in turn, I have learned quite a bit about myself.

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